a baseball player

dear buddies,

can u see my avatar beside this post?
yap, a baseball player..
when i was a child, i used to dream it...to be a sweet bright baseball player.

why baseball?
i have a good strike (especially after my sports teacher said that my strike was a straight-bouncing strike) so i can make some strikes, run, and fall on the base..
hmmm...dusty, black-red skinned, sweaty...

i also dream i can wear a big leather glove, and throw balls in the field,
seeing my "enemies" run and fall down on the base..
i use to collect some baseball t shirts instead since i cant play the sport..hehe..
but now i lost it..

my bad experience in the field was i had once been hurted by a short-thrown ball by my el school friend, it hurted my centre chest..ugh, i cant breath easily at that time, my heart beat faster than usual. so, the game was stopped, since my injury was becoming serious

unfortunately, all of that sweet dream has never been true.
i am now a working-girl, dont have much time to relax and to take an exercise or sports.
am i a finacial-minded person who neglect my health?
ugghh...poor me, i am that kind of person..

i have no much time to socialize with all of my best longlasting friends, colleagues, and families.
what i have is only time for clients, partners, bosses, office fellows, etc.
i miss the quiet life,
when i feel comfort with the simple things, simple job, and sweet dream.

love. rere. arleynova